Random Discussion Thread VI

I use someone else's netflix too lol

Stealing from your grandmother? Man, that's terrible.

So I have a really funny story. I made plans to hangout with this chick yesterday for almost 2 weeks, I set up everything, ask her what time she wants me to pick her up, etc etc etc. Then like an hour before she totally bails and makes up like the biggest excuse ever saying her sisters basement was flooded, she had to help her sister, and she couldn't hangout or whatever. Then I played it off cool and acted nice because maybe it's true, but it's just an excuse not to hangout.

Some people are just fucked up. I've been talking to this chick for almost 3 months, we've hung out a little bit, kissed, etc, I am amazed at some women... you go out of your way to be nice and all of that shit. I guess that really means you need to move the fuck on and ignore her ass.

Happy Holidays.

so its that time of the month where you assholes give me money for the server

yep

The Chik-Fil-A bowl was so exciting last night that it actually killed somebody
http://bigstory.ap.org/article/ap-photographer-martin-collapses-game-dies

New Years: where stupid people think they can fuck with you in your own house.

Dan Mackay wrote:

so its that time of the month where you assholes give me money for the server

niggers

I got drunk and high as fuck last night

The corndog adventures continue.

Korea is fucking weird. lmao

so Gagnam Style wasn't just an over exaggeration then.

Gangnam Style was a major exaggeration. Of course, culturally, things are different, but it's just like the U.S. in many aspects. It's mainly just the time that's killing me. I have jet lag like a mother fucker.

I just Google searched my old username I used to use for some other simracing forums.

Holy crap, I hate myself.

Looky what I found....


PL by chadmikosz25, on Flickr

AuzGrams wrote:

I got drunk and high as fuck last night

13 days later

racemaxx31 wrote:

AuzGrams wrote:

I got drunk and high as fuck last night

13 days later

Touche

Protip, burning couches is fun.

So I'm moving to Houston, Texas in May.

Wetz will be at your front door waiting for you.

Most of you know Jordan Robson who used to race here..I have been talking to him every day lately and he's really struggling. He wanted me to post this here, because he is not sure what to do now, and is really looking for help. I can also verify everything he has said here is the truth.:
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help for former sim racer... Hey guys, i know its been a while since i have made a post, id make it myself but i lost my account information and chris has been nice enough to post this for me. I wish i didnt have to come back for this type of issue but i have no other choice and no idea what else to do. I really hope some of you believe what i am about to say and dont pass it off as looking for a handout because that is the last thing im trying too do. As some of you know my grandparents passed away sometime last year and it hit me harder than i wouldve ever imagined. I havent been able to get over it and i dont know when itll ever happen. They were my caretakers my entire life and my best friends. After they passed the house we were living in had the land lords evict us because they wanted to give the house to their son or something stupid like that. We ended up losing nearly everything because we did not get out fast enough because i didnt have a truck to move things with i lost all my racing diecast, my computer, clothes my racing wheel everything. We had to restart, move to dayton with the little money we had and the crap job i was working. We moved to the bad side of dayton because a friend could get us on to an apartment asap and it was cheap. We figured we wouldnt be there long just enough to get me a better job an get in school. Obviously it didnt happen like that. We had trouble at the start paying anything off, we had my cousin move in who was really sick, it helped quite a bit but he got too sick, ended up going to the hospital after 3 or 4 months and later passed away. So that didnt help anything at all the guy also had 2 kids and was only 45. Way to young for what was going on with him. A few months later we had to figure it all out again. We had one of my moms "friends" who not but 2 months before he moved in, stole 400$ worth of prescriptions that my mom needed because she has broken her back twice and has had many many issues over the years. She depended on those medications and when you are stuck on meds for 30 years and suddenly someone steals them? The pain, the withdrawal of the medications are unbearable. Trust me I know this first hand as well as I've also got back shoulder and neck problems. It also didnt help I worked construction the last few years. So the guy was kicked out from his friends place, hes been kicked out by many peopke including his own fathers house. Why we let him stay I will never know. however we needed the money every week so we had to do it. We've had to rely on unrelyable people who have done nothing but hurt us over the years but because of our situation we had to do it. He stayed for 4 months, he paid his rent but ate our food, all of it. Every. Day. He did not pick up he did not buy anything for the house he expected us to buy all the food and everything while we were broke as hell. I screwed up one day and got fed up with it, if we ever borrowed a dime from this guy he would not let it go for days! Yet the man ate hundreds of dollars worth of food every month and we never saw a damn dime. I got tired of it, opened my mouth like an idiot and pissed him off. He left, hasnt been back since. So the 300$ a month we were getting for rent went out the window. I bit the hand that helped feed us but i couldnt take it any longer. Since then its been downhill entirely. This has been the worst 6 months of my life and thats saying something considering the last 2 years. We lost our electric for over a month, had to stay at a family members during that time. Mind you i appreciated the roof over my head but he was a total and utter jerk to me and my mother. The DP&L company made it HELL to get our power back on it is so, so hard to get any help in this country it is no wonder there is so many homeless FAMILIES not just people but families in this country right now. Capitalism at its finest. Take from the poor and run with it. I have lost everything I believe in. Everything, the people who knew me back then knew I was this consverative registered republican who was against everything, gays, against handouts, helping people basically and being tolerant of others. But when shit hits the fan people like that arent going to help you. They will just make fun of you. Now one of my best buddies on here is Nick, ive changed everything I thought i believed in but that was because I was tuaght that way. I have a mind of my own now and I use it. Since then, and you can you laugh its all good but naturally ive registered indepedant, studied the liberal agenda and realized i may have been on the wrong side the entire time. Maybe i am just confused but the people who vote to help us, to help the poor help people with injuries they sure as hell arent on the republican side. I dont mean to offend anyone with politics but chris told me to pour my heart out so I am. I just hope I dont waste anyones time by just giving this a read. Anyways after everything that has happened I have isolated myself, the only people ie ven seem to talk too now are Chris and Nick (both from here) theyve both helped me tremendously with my emotional issues and without them I dont know where I would be right now. It is quite sad that people i dont even know care more than my family and so called friends. I dont want to make this a sob story but I am being real, absolutely real. I feel like dieing. I feel like it would be the best thing for me, my family and everyone around me. I lost my job, my car broke down and they took it to a tow yard. We lost any assistance we had and without a car i havent been able to find a job to support us. I have basically been living off what i can scrounge up or sell. My family does not want to help me, my own friends started a bullshit lie to my sister and now i havent seen my sister, or my niece for over a year. She wont even speak to me. I am not suppose to even say this but not long ago my niece had some issues with somebody in the family. We dont know who and im sure you can assume what I am speaking about i dont want to even say it because it just makes me upset. I cant even be there for her, i use to see her EVERY day and now its been over a year. My step dad doesnt talk to me, my dad has never talked to me I dont even know him. Luckily his dad, my grandfather as of late has been a help to me. I was able to find a part time job not far from here but i dont even know how long that will last. He has been giving me 20 bucks here, 30 there every so often. For food, bills whatever. Yesterday I finally came out with it and asked him for a loan. He sent 300$ because my internet is going to be shut off within this week and im sure the power company wont be far behind. We are completely out of food, when i say i havent had a true meal in 4 days I havent. The last thing i had was pizza, other than that its been whatever we can find, or water and pop. Because none of my great friends would give me a ride to his house to pick it up, i had a friend, who i thought was a friend pick the money up for me because she didnt want to pik me up, she had a plan the whole time and that was to take off with my money and she did that. She stole everything the second she picked it up from him. This girl has everything she needs, money, family, car, college and she needed to steal every dime I had to beg for to get and because of that I am screwed now screwed. I called the cops but like usual they cant, wont do anything about it because supposedly theres no proof although my grandpa who spent nearly his entire life in the military and is not a man who lies, his little testimony wasnt enough I guess. Mind you this again is my fault because she stole from me before so why i trusted her i dont know. I was desperate and needed it as soon as i could get it so I could go eat some damn food. I dont know what else to do. He cant help me anymore, my dad doesnt even respond to me and the rest of my family doesnt give a crap. I know this isnt the best option and i dont even know if anything will come of it but I had to try. I had too. I am going to lose my home and everything in it if i dont get help. I am so lost anymore, so so far gone from who I use to be. I know none of us are rich but if anyone, anyone would be willing to send whatever tyhey can to help me get by at least food wise it would mean more to me than you can imagine. Once I get everything settled in my life again I can pay whoever back I need to pay. If i dont get help finanacially, emotionally and physically soon im not sure what I will do because i cant take it anymore. I am only 21 and I feel like i am 60. Its just been so hard and i cant fix it like everyone else thinks I can. I just dont know what else to do. I am sorry for the long post and im sorry if some take this the wrong way. I am just lost.. Thank you for the time regardless..

Jordan

I realize the last time I was here I screwed everything up, I was spoiled, I let my stress and immaturity get in between many of my friends on here. I said things and got upset about the dumbest things and I regre that more than u think. I am honestly just scared posting on here because of how others feel about me. I said alot of dumb things to friends that has ruined any chance of me ever coming back to race here even if I did get a new computer and a wheel I would stress out and worry too much about it. Chris has told me people are ok with me and such but i dont even know. I miss racing here so much and i miss just talking with people about everything going on in our worlds. If i could go back and change my attitude i would in a heartbeat.. Anyways i will stop there before i write a book on my crap life story. Thanks again for hearing me out.

It's amazing how hard real life can hit you in a heartbeat. I don't think anybody here holds anything against somebody personally over something they said over the internet, holding grudges over certain periods of time is pointless. It hurts to read about this much stuff happening to somebody that you know. Unfortunately as empty as it may feel to say, I wish I could help. I hope he can fight through this, you just never know what the road ahead will take you to, for better or worse.

That really sucks. All he's even gotten in life is screwed over, before this past year and certainly since his hiatus.

I used to talk with him a lot, just talk about dumb shit whenever we got the chance. He's a good guy with a bad attitude, asking for help wasn't in his blood or whatever. Like Sherm said, it's amazing how you know a guy and all of the sudden he can have his life turn to complete shit in a matter of days, lose everything and be in a place where you have trouble just trying to live on a day to day basis.

I hope he can get everything he can back in order soon, and get back into everything he loved again. I hate seeing anybody here struggle in any way, whether it's something minor or something major.

That really does suck that he has had that happen. I'm not exactly sure why, but I'm blocked on his facebook. Never have had a big beef with him except when he went off the deep end here. Hell we were pretty good friends. Honestly wish I could help the dude. The one thing I had going through my shit was my uncle, he doesn't have anybody man. It's fucking terrible.