Random Discussion Thread V

I am so. So sick of life. This has been the worst week of my life. i just got sent to jail. Got bailed out 6 hours later. I guess i had a warrant for a ticket a while back or something and I forgot about it. Never got any notices of a warrant.

I was on my damn couch crying looking at photos of my Grandma and the cops come barging in and put me in cuffs after throwing me down to the floor. I am sick of this life I am so sick of it. I can not get a break. My Grandma dies like yesterday and I get thrown in jail. I feel like shit, I feel like I dissapointed my Grandparents. I am ashamed of myself more than anyone could ever know. I was one of the few in my damn family that never had a record or anything and now mines ruined.

I just wish my luck could change, I wish my life could just be better.

It sure as hell doesn't seem like it right now and probably won't for a while, but life sure as hell keeps hitting ya and then for some reason it starts to finally get better, slowly, but it does, sometimes for no reason, sometimes for the people around you, or sometimes you yourself. Really sucks man you just had your grandma pass away and that happens.

You should get a warrant notice...It may even be the law that you have to. It depends on state/county maybe. You know what I told you yesterday...Its your dream to race. You need to get it. For you..I know thats how to feel good. You need to get into ts, talk to some people that are gonna build you up..You need to get out of that town..Around a new group of people, but no so far that you'd have to leave your friend there.

Here is some awesome footage from the 8th lap around Inglewood of this police chase yesterday.

How'd that end anyways?

About 15 minutes later the dude apparently crashed the car and the cops got him.

"something about server monies here"

Sorry Dan, Gabe Newell took all my money.

There is now a page for the standings, so we shouldn't need to use standing threads anymore. I'll tidy it up come the new seasons.

i hate this flu/bug that i caught! -_-

trbfan wrote:

Here is some awesome footage from the 8th lap around Inglewood of this police chase yesterday.

wat.

got some of the stream footage captured so might put it on the file browser if anyone wants it

and i feel like shat -_-

2:32.. brb I'm dying.

So I guess the realtor is showing my house tomorrow around 6:30 my time...

This year keeps getting fucking better and better. Almost wish I wasnt around

Everything will eventually get better, Chad. It can't rain forever.

So the 5th person in 3 months messaged me on OKCupid today.
Looks alright, sounds alright, I go deeper into his profile...

"Evolution has no place in schools"
"Religion/God is extremely important in my life"

I'm a fucking stupid person. I spend months being lonely and shit then I do my best to find reasons to avoid any actual relationship that could maybe even happen. Lmao. I'm awful at everything.

In other news, I found this on the internet today.


Yep.

i saw that 2 years ago

might take a break from sim racing for a little bit. just haven't had much fun as of late.

Updated the standings page and we now have GNLtv again.

Also trying out a new thing for the series. Only did it for the Proline series, I have the logos for the others but I just want to do a trial run. Let me know if you rather have the click-able logo or just the text.

I'm looking to get a new Circumaural wireless headset, what would you guys recommend <$100?

Welp, I'm gonna apologize to everyone for the way I've been acting the past few weeks.

Losing my grandmother was probably the hardest thing that I've gone through my whole life, other than finding out my dad cheated on my mom (which I can't talk to my other grandparents in Florida for that reason). She was the only person I could talk to about anything. Life, school, problems at home, anything I would need and she would be there, but she's gone. I know, that's life I guess. My anxiety has been through the roof. Idk if a lot of people know that either. I've just been a depressed fucking loser the past 3 weeks, and on top of that, I found out I'm losing my house. I honestly feel like I'm losing everything, just everything. I'm worried that I'm gonna lose my girlfriend too, and all of my friends, including you guys. My parents don't stop fucking fighting about anything. My mom gets so angry at me all the time. She even blamed me for losing the house the other night,I'm just in the middle of everything and I've just been a mess. I've been fucking up test-wise in school. I just feel like the scum of the earth, and idk what to do about it. I know the constant bitching and shit on teamspeak has bothered a lot of people, but I'm really sorry. No matter what anyone thinks, I'm fucking sorry, I just can't take all of this shit anymore. I almost feel like I'm just not even wanted anywhere anymore.

I can understand that feeling quite a bit going through last year. It sucks so much and feels like nothing will get better and everything will just get worse from here on out. But once the dust settles from everything, you can start rebuilding it into a better life than what you would of ever imagined. But you need to try and get through all the BS first to get there, that's the biggest challenge.

Hope things start looking up for ya soon dude...I'm sure most people will understand being a bit snippy being under a lot of stress and anxiety.

Damn Chad, sorry to hear about everything going on. Just keep your head up, and everything will be fine.

Been another fantastic day. Found out that my dad using online hokup website again, caliming that he is "seperated". No use bitching about the housework I did because I know its nothing, but its so much more than anyone else bothered to do today. My new policy is to not speak unless spoken to, but I'll find ways to fuck up. I always do.